I Miss You More Than My Eyes Show…


i miss you more than my eyes show,
my eyes never lie though,
because it is for a good reason that they act so,
nevertheless, good is being done with me watching from a distance, staying low.

i miss you more than my eyes show,
my eyes never lie though,
i am one secret admirer you have now,
i will stay so forever, if the acceptance doesn’t grow.

i miss you more than my eyes show,
my eyes never lie though,
seeds of love i sow,
how and when they get the rain and sunlight is left to nature, to whom i bow.

i miss you more than my eyes show,
my eyes never lie though,
will watch over you like a pure entity, like a rainbow,
for you shall admire me at least as so.

i miss you more than my eyes show,
my eyes never lie though,
i don’t measure distance in feet or words or hugs, but in how much i comprehend what your eyes show,
jacket on or not, new or ragged, there will always be winter’s snow.

i miss you more than my eyes show,
my eyes never lie though,
respect is what my eyes show,
for you can still share it all, the pain, telling me what transpired in life – what?when? and how?

i miss you more than my eyes show,
my eyes never lie though,
i miss you more than you are allowed to know,
sometimes tears flow,
sometimes smiles bubble and blow,
and so all the time, my eyes glow.

i miss you more than my eyes show,
my eyes never lie though.

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To Be A Star Up There


with millions of stars, the sky looks pompous,
i wonder where they get the radiant motive to shine,
while my own star, my heart, is all dried up,
soaked by the rough pores in rust, formed by emptiness,
even the crack of dawn and the creek of dusk could be heard,
and to share them there is none,
i think, i ponder, i wonder and i would,
give up anything to be one of those in the sky,
that shine away innocence,
unaffected by the whiplashes of fate.

Oh! I would trade everything to be one of them,
never pale, ever smiling, just as everyone wants.

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Its Tougher Than The Weariness Shadowed On My Face…


its tougher than the weariness shadowed on my face,


to avert eyes as if world’s naught but void,
to divert walk as if the path is of vicious beasts and thorns,
to exert more normality into my expression, faking self,
to desert the words that prepare to express self,
to convert those little brief moments into mighty, everlasting ones as if foreboding a void thereafter,
to invert the pang of pain when ignored,
to alert myself of the feelings burning me inside, to hide them outside,


its tougher than the weariness shadowed on my face.

Withheld…


restless and helpless,
i wander through thorns and ferns
forest, a quiet place now.


countless acts of solace
i give out,
you felt nay.


thorns hurt me less
than the words buried inside
begging to be let out.


stumbling and wobbling on weakened feet
i wander through thorns and ferns
forest, a mere shelter now.


i pick up a flute
sung from a tree,
i prepare to play.


i whistled
through it until i was out of breathe,
nay sound came out.
maybe it withheld.


i pick up a violin
sung from a tree,
i prepare to play.


i spiel,
from the deepest vaults, a melancholy,
nay sound came out.
maybe it withheld.


i pick up a guitar
sung from a tree,
i prepare to play.


i ruffle the strings
with love and care, a melody,
nay sound came out.
maybe it withheld.


i feel heavy,
at heart,
all that should have rippled out
seems buried inside me.
withheld.


it pains, that it should be withheld.

Invisible destinations


eyes see eyes,
shy away twice,
peaceful smile, suffice,
eyes see eyes.

tender heart’s edifice,
sheltering me for life,
leaving me in debt,
tender heart’s edifice.

nature turns the boss,
walk along the grass,
raining you happiness,
nature turns the boss.

shout with joy,
no one will destroy,
am there, the Sepoy,
shout with joy.

mind kept calm,
the flower in palm,
will radiate peace,
mind kept calm.

will walk away, silent,
the wish is resilient
bubble smiles forever
will walk away, silent.